and if you are to love,
love like the moon loves.
it doesn't steal the night,
it only unveils the beauty of the dark.
strawpage is up there for questions.
questions will be posted to my new twitter, find new twitter by yourself for answers. I just kinda wanted to get this whole thing off my chest.I'm going to start off with this. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being a bad friend. I'm sorry for whatever I might've done wrong on here, and I'm sorry for running away so suddenly and abandoning this account (and my exes/friends.)
I don't want to be associated with this account or my old self anymore. I feel I've changed for the better and matured. I didn't act right on this account, and I don't want to be remembered for this. I don't like being social as much anymore, when I freaked out a few years back due to drama online and irl, it affected me badly. This account was ran when I wasn't mentally well, and looking back at it just.makes me feel worse. If you ever, ever want to find me again, I will not be giving out my new socials, and you will have to find them yourself if you want to contact me that bad. (Maybe I'll link my tiktok.) You can probably stumble across my art on tiktok or my new twitter account, but I most likely won't respond if you message me. I'm a nervous wreck when proposed with random messages or when people I used to know message me trying to talk again. I just feel you guys would remember me for this stupid shit, and I don't want that. I'm a different person now. I am also no longer omnisexual, I am an aroace lesbian. I go by any pronouns and prefer he/it (doesn't matter that much, but I put it in anyway)
I have major trust issues now, and I'm really distant and dry. I don't want to make new friends, because I don't want to be extremely social and I don't want to be popular. I'm just trying to live my life. It feels like I'm attention seeking right now, but I'm only updating this because no matter how much I hate this, I still miss it, even though all it reminds me of is my more recent trauma. I will not be getting into that. If you do manage to find my other accounts, don't be so open about it. Keep it to yourself. I'm not online 24/7 anymore. I don't know what else to say.Just don't call me spate. Byebye.